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Tuesday, September 13, 2011 Blurps 11:32 PM
MY NEVER, EVER DREAM. The phrase above says it all. The reason is because of wanting a motor license =( Yeap, it was my dream ever since i was 16yrs old. Awaiting till i was 18, and thn enroll for a motor license. Y'knw, two years jst for that. Well, i thought if i end sch ald, i could save up my work money, for my own motorbike. Bt now, apparently, my loved ones disagreed to it. Which kinda saddens me deep down. I dnt really understand why cnt they jst be supportive. It's jst a transport for my own je sey. They prefer me taking car license, bt i dnt feel like it. Well, maybe not yet ahh. Yea, it is more convenience for the future. Bt i really, really do not why i dnt feel like driving a car. =/ Whnever i look outside the window frm a bus or a car, a girl on the scrambler bikes really envy me. ALOT. Up until now, i'm still keeping this feeling. Sometimes, i'd been taking care of other people's feelings alot, till i even let down my own feelings jst for them. Bt it's my feelings, something i wna do in my own life. ;Like having all-girl band, get to experience and perform. ;Owning a scrambler bike, for my own transport and convenience. I knw all these wont stay too long in life, cuz we tend to get married and have more responsibilities. Bt why cnt i jst have these kind of experiences, before i lead myself to the next, serious step in my life??? I knw riding a bike will be very risky. And i really love adventures and thrills though. Bt it's not like i'm gna go for a race or what. Tsk. Bt perhaps, part of my dreams might be shattered. And trust me, this feeling will jst keep sinking inside. The reason is simple; It's something tt i'd been wanting and waiting to do in my life. |
