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Sunday, March 21, 2010 Blurps 1:52 AM
Greetings. I couldn't sleep, and i'm on the search of Split Personality. Well, they say that Gemini-an does consider as one. They have these two different, indescribable feelings on themselves.
I had certain of these in me that it might occurs at times. I would have these different kind of feeling, like at first i was happy, was fine but then i became angry. Esp when more hallucinations came in my mind. I then began to search things throughout without no reason, and then got myself furious and vent it out to someone. When i realized that things are going down, i then became conscious of myself back. It felt so silly, you know. Like you didn't realized a thing that's happening into you. Sometimes i could be happy, mad and sad at the same time. But of course, one feeling to another. It's just simply weird and i'd been adapted to it since young. Plus, earlier on was alright, everything was fine. But now, i'm feeling dull and bored. Been staring at my lappy screen for an hour. I feel like nobody will be like talking to me or something. Slowly, i could turn to morbid, maybe. Finally, i'll breakdown and nobody can even hear me out. This is really nuts, making me crazy sometimes. Labels: Split Personality? |
