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Sunday, December 20, 2009 Blurps 11:25 PM
![]() I'm clearly veryy bored. Actually real bored when looking through my holidays schedule. There's nothing new, things just seem so dull. I missed being so adventurous. *sigh* Girl, move on. Look at you noww. Frankly, i'm missing Babyy. =( Days passed and i feel like wanting him more and more. But... that could never happen. It's not like i could summon him, can i? Hahh. I missed everything that seems so bright and colourful. I miss my happiness. But now? I almost feel like hollow. Can i just lay down on my bed and not wake up? Cause i feel like nothing. Just boredom. Guess i shall spend the rest of the week being alone or with my girls. But...... it still feel the same lahh. I cannot even meet Babyy, he's real sickk and i'm worried. He's been coughing so badlyy when we otp. I feel useless this time, seriouslyy. God. Please let this feeling go. I NEED TO BE ALONE NOW. And yesterday was the worst dayy of my life. I'm terribly sorry. ='((( |