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Thursday, August 13, 2009 Blurps 1:05 PM
 Greetings. Well, i'm at school now and it's pure bored. My friends haven't arrived yet, pfft. But i bet they wouldn't turn up. BIG PFFT! Anw Dearie had told me something which really surprised me outt. He was so cheeky to tell me that he had actually got a crush on me like late '07? Yes, the time when i already broke up with my last ex whom was my bestfriend. Pathetically, he was in the same sch as me now and we're just like strangers. Pfft, then i decided to be just single for a year, and perhaps till 18 though. But somehow Dearie just admitted that he was having a long-lost crush on me siaaaaa, abeh diam sendiri. At that time also, my status was somehow dating y'know. Wahliao, never tackle me le he. Wasted time, lols. Yes, too bad he found me sombong last time. Yes, i admit that i was before. I observed and chose people to be my friend, to be my date. He did came to me sometimes, but not all times. But i didn't entertain him much, even though at that point of time, gosh he's so cute! But oh wells, after a year plus we lost contact till now, we eventually started to contact! Wooo~ Thanks to Antoo though, no doubts. It's cause he invited me to go to his jamming last time and at that night i made the first move to ask Dearie's number. What made me more surprised was that, Dearie just seemed to trust me at that very night. And he decided to tell me some of his problems too. Geeeeez, but i am a good listener lah so yeah i was there for him. Even till now okayy. Hee. Well, our relationship now still goes smoothly and happily. Alhamdullilah. =)) Some people said, well, even my friends said, 'alah nie baru baru ajer happy, lamer lamer kalau dah gadoh besar confirm kecoh.' Yes, i agree. But somehow i kinda disagree apart of it. We can make it if we know how to settle things up. Yes, there's always ups and downs in every relationship but we all are growing up so we gotta think maturely abt this. Even my sister's bestfriend's relationship like 10 years already sia. Wahpiangeyy, i'm quite envy though. Like, waah. Cinta punyer lah setia siool. Hahs, and for all i know is that i just want Khairi with me, for me only. That's all, i want none other else but him. Also, i bet there are other girls out there just seem to like him though. We can't anyhow assume lah, but who knows. Any guys might like me too, we don't know as well. Like some said, 'tak salah per suker si dekni.' Yer, memang tak salah. Tapi banyak-banyak orang asal mesti orang yang sudah berpunyer kan? Lols betol lah some people like these. Well, i can't do anything much and i won't even wanna like so called, 'hang' that girl lah if she likes him. It's like so immature, but i know i have to fight for my rights. As long as Dearie won't entertain her, i feel safe already. But if she got kinda desperate wanna know him and sorts, that might be abit of a problem. She'd already testing my patience, and i guess she would need to taste my wrath then. And to any girls out there, this is what i'm just gonna say; 'over my dead body, if you want Kaii.' Dah simple jek babe. Aku dah ader hidup sendiri dah. Dah ader orang sayang aku pon. Buat aper aku nak jager tepi kain orang kan? Huahua, apologies if i kinda sound snobbish in here. But hey, this is what i am. Just accept it lah kayy. ;DD |
