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Friday, August 17, 2007 Blurps 6:27 PM
(BUSY BUSY ZIZI.) Hey all. Here's to declare that i'm gonna be effing busy for this month and next month too. My second sister, Kak Nizah's wedding starts on 18th August. And i'll be wearing my black tube dress. Hurhur. The following day, gonna wear lime green kebaya. Shucks~ Girly. Hoho. And also, on 6th Sep, planned to go Johor with my AGB Girls. {Normah, Atiqah, Indah, Farah, Zahrah and Nafisha.} But Zahrah not sure. Hope she could make it. Nafisha's mum and sis will be tagging. Cant wait! Girls day out, shopping! Hehe. Morever, aft hari raye, dah dpt collection byk2 jer, go shopping with my bandmates. Wee~ Addition! Can i have a sleepover with my girlfriends one day?? Heheee. I thought it all through..... I need to give full attention on studies for this final year. I want to gain my parents' trusts. Thought of, if there's nothing after school, i'll go study together with normah. Stay at home, read some books. hurhur. And I'll just be myself like how i used to before. Happy-go-lucky. No more stress. Alhamdulilah. =)) And yea, been concentrating well in class oftenly. Esp Maths & Chemistry. Phew~ Friends were shocked thou. Usually they'd seen the lazy zizi. Haha. And yea, been looking diff lately. Not like the usual tomboy-act Zizi, you'd seen before. A bit of feminine style. Hurhur. But still, open-minded to boys and girls. Put away those gig stuffs for the moment, till the exams' over. For this time, i'll focus and i do wanna have good results. Aft exams, most probably, will be concentrating on band. Decided to perform on November, maybe. Btw, been practising 'Evil Church' from Enthroned. Not bad uh, but a bit of messy struggles on playing it. Hmm, it's just a passion and i gotta perservere. And hell, it's been weeks since we'd nvr jam. Esp with Real. Damn you, long time nvr jam. Loal. Finally, i dont wish to create any problems with anyone anymore. Seriously, no intentions to. Sick and tired of all these shit happens. Wanna start a new beginning in my life, with a new attitude in me. Maybe the last time, i was just being paranoid over some shits. But it's all over, and i moved on. Hence, this heart isn't easy to be mend. It still hurts, but still staying strong. *big sigh.* Harap-harap, doaku dapat dikabulkan dan kemungkinan dapat berjalan dengan lancar. Insya-Allah. To those loved and been loved before; Here's a sincere forgiveness to those whom been patience towards me. Minta maaf yer semuer? Zizi takder niat nak saketkan hati saper2. Takder satu pon, ingin nak balas dendam. Jangan salah sangke lah. Tak baek tao, fikir bukan2. So i wish you all good luck ahead, and not to forget me yea? Anything, please do contact me. Will be here for you. =DD |