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Thursday, February 26, 2015 Blurps 11:23 AM
TESTING! TESTING! Whoa, it's been like 3 years this blog has not updated? Dead much. Been busy working and saving $$$ thus neglecting my own blog. LOL! Geez, this blog has filled up with tons of memories of my rebellious teen years! Hahahahaha. Anyway, will be turning 23 years old on June this year. The responsibilities are really challenging! Currently living with my parents and the only child now. But third sis will alternately sleepover our home and her in-law's. Oh, and I will be having another baby niece or nephew anytime soon this coming April. Gender not sure, sis did not want to find out. It's a big surprise to her! Syukur Alhamdulillah. Life updates now are that dad's leg condition are quite terrible. He got admitted to ward and then discharged for few days. Now awaiting for his next appointment with hospital to decide for operation. Hoping for his soonest recovery! You're still strong, bapak bonch! As for myself? Oh well, things are going well though with working life and I've been driving around alot lately. Members sampai tegor aku bawak kereta dah macam jantan! Hahaha! Mane tak, matair sendiri pon macam racer suka bawak kereta laju. Mehehe. And oh, as for my relationship? *giggles* We have actually gained weight! Like ALOT! Hahahahaha. After almost 5 years plus with him, we are still going on stronger and stronger. Yes we may be hard-harded but when we shared love, we will give it all. I am truly blessed for him to accept all my attitude, flaws and imperfections. We are planning for an engagement any time sooner or later this year. InsyaAllah. It's exciting but yet a scary titled for me though. Old people say, "Kalau dah bertunang, dugaan nye akan bertambah." But.... we plan these for good intentions. He is very serious about me. Hoping not much negativity gonna happen between us and we will overcome the situation. We have discussed with our parents too and they're all agreed. Mane tak, sejak sekolah sey kite berkawan (to old people) or matair. Hahahaha. Slowly, but surely we will both make it happen. Can't wait! (to be both his fiancee and wife-to-be!) Btw, we will be attending The Black Label Series gig on April. Dah berzaman kite menghilang siak! Hahahaha. Confirm awkward nak mampos. May, off to Batam! Shopping and makannnnn. How to lose weight like this! Celebrate my 23rd birthday too YEAY! |
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Tuesday, October 09, 2012 Blurps 3:01 PM
Hey dead blog. Today is my second day at attachment. Oh yeah, i got attached at iCell Network, and it doesn't relate to my 2nd year course, which is Multimedia. So basically i had to do fixing-ups like wirings, cables and such. TSKKK. Expecting to do more like media type like taking video, video editting or sorts. But nvm, gotta tahan for 2 months -_- Well, i have some plans for this month October; - 13th Oct = UNIVERSAL STUDIO! With baby. Can't fukking wait! - 20th Oct = Sentosa Spooktacular for Halloween! With baby, and most likely our friends could join us. - 26th Oct = Hari Raya Haji. Obviously, gonna celebrate it with family. - 29th and 30th = My few last sessions on Car Practical. Which i have to skip my attachment. (YESSAR!) - 31st Oct = TRAFFIC POLICE TEST! Seraaam yet EXCITED. Hope i could drive with confidence lah. 4 months of car pracs, and then TP soon! SCARYYY! Hoping to pass and get license ASAP, so i could drive freely! (Y) |
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Saturday, May 26, 2012 Blurps 3:48 AM
 FINALLY, WE'RE HAPPY AGAIN. He asked me for a meetup last thur, and i agreed. Unfortunately, our date to USS has cancelled, due to we wna settle our probs. So we met at Fareast Plaza, and he saw me from afar walking towards him. As i walk slowly to him, he then gave me a big long hug. The hugs that i've always longed for. He kissed my forehead, my cheeks and my lips. Exactly what i really wanted. He then smiled at me, it felt like he missed me. Yes, he does missed me so much, he claimed. We then had our lunch at Cineleisure, and then walked around. Instead of us sitting down and talk things out, we apparently just walked ard and talked things out, at the same time. Weird, but who cares. We don't =) And so we shopped ourselves Twisted Sister band tee together. Then we head down to Mustafa Centre, bby bought a classic hp for his NS. Head to City Square Mall, and i've got myself a white dress & a $5 huge red bag. Goshh, unexpectedly shopping for us, esp me! =D So yeah, i tried so hard not to overthink too much like i used to. I tried to think positive, esp in our relationship. I know how Baby got so angry over me and he left me alone for few days. I get it, guys ego. Which i don't wna mess with. But still, along the way, i tried to be strong. And i've got my Baby missed me so much, non-stop kissing my forehead and hugging me. Hehe. He's so sweet, and i'm so cheeky. |
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Thursday, May 24, 2012 Blurps 3:32 PM
 It's been almost 5 days already. I really miss you, baby. Your smile, your hugs, your kisses, your jokes, your laughters. Just You. Please, please, please. Do call me back. I can't bear this silent treatment. |
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Wednesday, May 23, 2012 Blurps 12:48 AM
Just got home. Stucked under a pondok, and waited till the heavy rain to lessen. Got myself drenched barefooted and then ran to the bustop. The feeling's good, just so cold i can barely feel anything. I feel Numb. It's been so long i'd never get to be under the rain. What's more, when you got home and have a nice warm bath. Still, i'd wish to continue my MC. I can barely focus on studies & work already. Kinda feel like giving up, my mind just won't well with me. Hoping that i could sleep with peace. Not forgetting my medicines too. Goodnight world, i'm shutting my mind soon. |
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Tuesday, May 22, 2012 Blurps 11:51 AM
 I'm not asking much. I just want things to be clear and done. I am just too tired. And i know you are too. We both are, who doesn't? But I'm tired of dragging the matters, do you? But it weakens me to see things are beginning to fall apart. I love how happy we were together, but it saddens me whenever we argue, you just won't come back. I don't know who else to confide with. I feel so... Alone. I thought in a relationship, we'll always be there no matter what. But i don't see what you can do to prove to me. Yet i'm trying so hard to hold back my tears. I'll never fail to pray for our relationship to be healthy and last longer. I'll always pray to Allah for a better relationship ahead of us. Only that, i can never always give-in to you. I have feelings of my own too. I don't wanna breakdown anymore, i just wanna be strong. Ya Allah, kuatkan lah iman aku. |
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Wednesday, May 02, 2012 Blurps 2:07 PM
This is for those who misunderstood on certain things. 'Siapa makan chilli, dia lah yang rasa pedasnya.' And for all i know, or for your info, i don't have any problem with anyone, except for ONE. My used to be close friend aka my sisterhood since '07. Okay? So if you have any doubt or a problem with me, kindly approach me or call me up to talk things out before words got spread as if shit happens. HAH. |
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Blurps 1:28 PM
Today marks my 3rd year anniversary with Dearest! SO SO HAAAAAAAAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPYYYYYYYYYY! We've been thru thick and thin, almost everything. Syukur Alhamdullilah. Still, i am blessed to be with this man. I LOVE YOU, MUHD KHAIRI BIN SAMSI! <3Anyway, he'll be away for NS on 12th June.Got into Police =D Well, lucky me, he wouldn't get involved with sucha burden training or attachments like Army. For the least, we could still meet though. Just that kena tahan for not meeting him the first two weeks. Ugh. On a bright side, i can't wait to meet up with him later! Also next week! Lovee will be treating me to watch The Avengers, and then off we gonna eat at Swensen's at ION Orchard. Cuz i am goddamn craving for the ice cream buffet there! Huhuhu. |
